sometimes awful things have their own kind of beauty

 have you ever seen a single man? 

"a few times in my life i've had moments of absolute clarity, when for a few brief seconds the silence drowns out the noise and i can feel rather than think, and things seem so sharp. and the world seems so fresh as though it had all just come into existence. i can never make these moments last. i cling to them, but like everything, they fade. i have lived my life on these moments. they pull me back to the present, and i realise that everything is exactly the way it was meant to be" - george

because if you haven't you ought to, and if you have i hope you liked it as much as i and if you didn't like it well then you should probably watch it again (even these film stills are impeccable).

aside from watching this film you should also listen to this song. use earphones for the full effect. (you're welcome!) 

intermission

men,

want to fix you,
save you,
or fuck you.

i can’t be fixed
and i don’t care to be saved.

by jeanann verlee

i have a question! j'ai un question! tá ciest agam!

what am i doing with my life?

read about a new sex position today. it's called the gatsby, and it's where you stare longingly at your lover from a distance. ha ha ha, it's literally me. damn it.

the hours soundtrack is hauntingly beautiful

the hours (2002) directed by stephen daldry, starring nicole kidman, julianne moore and meryl streep. based on the novel of the same name (by michael cunningham), the story follows three generations of women, each how they are affected by the novel "mrs. dalloway", and how in one way or another, deal with suicide in their lives. 

you need to listen to this:

(soundtrack by philip glass) i find it so heart-wrenching. you need to listen to it too.

dear self,
a reminder:

and on wednesdays we wear black

"i am a millennial. generation y. born between the birth of aids and 9/11. give or take. they call us the global generation. we are known for our entitlement and narcissism. some say it’s because we’re the first generation where every kid gets a trophy for just growing up. others think it’s because social media allows us to post every time we fart or have a sandwich for all the world to see. but it seems our one defining trait is a numbness to the world. an indifference to suffering."

 - madison montgomery, american horror story